4/22/16

We walked around that empty room, with nothing else but the shining moon

Bare feet, two breaths, and two beating hearts

It felt like we would never fall apart

April 7, 2016

To my heart,

     

     Just as the sun rises and sets each day, my love for you is everlasting. I see your sweet face and feel every bit of your soul dripping right off of your very being. Seeing you brings a light to my eyes that nothing ever has before. I could watch you all day. My favorite view of you is when the warm sun hits your skin through your bedroom window just right. You see every contour of your body, each individual eyelash, each freckle. I could look into your crystal blue eyes for eternity. From the moment I saw you I knew that I had a home; inside of you. With each touch I get goosebumps, with each kiss my heart melts. I am so grateful to know that not only do I have a soulmate, but that he is you. You complete me in a way that I could not imagine in my wildest dreams. You fill every void in my soul like I had never thought possible. You give me life. Every bad day, every bad dream, feeling, unhappiness, weariness, fear, everything dark turns to light when you are around. All I need is a quick fix of your love to assure me that the sun will rise come morning. You are my hero, and I assure you that I will love you more with each breath I take for all of eternity. You once asked me if I still loved you today as much as I did the day before; I told you no-- I love you more. This will reign true for each of my days, because with you my heart never feels sadness, or pain, or heartache, or misery. You are the greatest blessing of my life, and I am forever going to keep you. I live for the mornings that I roll over and wrap my arms around your strong chest and can kiss your sweet cheeks. I long to come home to you each day. Just to rub my hands across your beard, and talk about how work was. I love that you are not just my man, but also my best friend. I could never lose you without losing myself. I have loved you since the beginning of time, it just took a while to meet you. Now that I have, I could not live without you. Just as the moon, and the tide, and the sun rise and fall each day, and just as the earth orbits, and the clouds hover, I will love you. It is unchangeable. 

4/1/16

The best part of being with you is seeing the happiness that shines out of every movement you make and every word that you speak. It's blinding, like I'm staring at the sun as it rises. The passion is incredible. The light pours from your soul and illuminates the sky. Loving you means loving the sun.

Creative response 3/24

Dear diary, 

      Every third Friday of the month, at precisely 3:37 a.m., the door bell rings like clock work. Today my sister, Luarissa yelled up the stairs to me, "we got another one!" Today it was not the third Friday of the month, and it wasn't three a.m., either. Today is Tuesday, and it is five in the afternoon. How could they deliver this frozen wrapped body to my porch in clear day light? It's so odd how accustomed Luarissa has gotten toward this whole fiasco. It worries me that she may think that this is right. Dad is a scientist who got fired by the government for his impractical practices on human remains. Now he never leaves our basement. We only see him on the Friday's that we take the remains downstairs for him to work on. Without those third Friday's we would be bastards. Mom left when he was let go, and she didn't bother taking us with her. Our father believes he can use human remains to create robotic humans that live for eternity. I am unsure how he gets these corpses delivered to our house so often, but he always finds a way. So far we have delivered forty-two cold ones to his little laboratory. So far he has failed. It's a real sad thing to live with. I only hope that Laurissa and I get out alive.