I sat in that empty room, imagining our honeymoon
If only we'd have made it that far
I replayed the thought over in my head
How badly I craved you in my bed
Your kiss, your touch, your presence.
I play back all the times you'd say you loved me
How badly I wanted to hear it again
They always walk out
They never stay
I end up alone, in bed, all day.
I don't want to start over
I don't want to start new
I don't want to open up again
It's so hard to feel used
All I want is me and you.
So I sit in this room full of my sorrow
Hoping you come back to me
Today, tomorrow
Until then I leave you with this
You have me until the very end
Perhaps I am weak for hoping
But perhaps I am strong too
There's a strength that comes from abandonment
One that I'll never give to you
But one that has built me
The me that loves you
The me that will never leave, no matter how blue
I'll stay in this place
Praying just to see your face
Holding my breath for one last taste
I don't want to wait-- but I will
In time you'll see, you're made for me.
